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Ivan

旅を続けますように、忘れないのように

2016/03/24

Hey bro,

 
I just want to force myself to write a dairy bc it seems that my blog is so bored. Okay, but i have nothing to say. My life in these weeks was full of revisions and stduies since there is a public exam very soon, which is related to my future stuff e.g. university and blablabla. Just like A-level.

 

My result always bad, not to metion going to university or even high-diploma. I just want to do my fav thing just like drawing ,even tho there is no people want to buy my painting, or making games, or just being a casher in a convenient store. Bc a stable and quite life always is my dream when i grown up. HK is a so busy, crowded, crazy,dizzy city that i hate. Maybe i can be satisfied living in a small flat less than 150 feets. It's totally ok for me. I don't need beautiful clothes. I don't need big houses and i don't even need a meal!
 
Maybe what i need was takimg a trip to Europe, just like a bike trip, being a anonymous. I can give up every thing i have to take a chance of ending my life. At least, i want to live with a goal. Whatever i am dreaming, they can't be true. Bc of parents's stuff. I hate them. Always.
 
Okay it seems that i can't be a positive human, bc this entry finally goes glommy. 
 
Time to sleep, seen u later, bye!